Illogical I know, and perhaps has also been previously driven by a deep lack of self-love, or connection with self-love, meaning disconnection with myself. I somehow on an unconscious level didn't feel like I was worth enough to feel good, to move into my power and potential, and was disconnected from my current life, my current incarnation. Preferring better to live in the realm of potentials, in the ether, and not manifest that reality in the current life.
This 20-year pattern has now altered substantially in recent times, directly attributable to a Kundalini yoga and ayahuasca retreat I did in Peru in December 2015 and my own path to becoming a Kundalini yoga teacher which began officially in October 2015. More specifically, I was credit a very direct and determined shift in my thinking attending the White Tantric yoga day in London at the end of January of this year, and then subsequently beginning my 40-day, 31 minute meditation on March 2nd, which is a requirement of my teacher certification. I chose a meditation from a fantastic manual entitled I Am a Woman, called 'Meditation for Restlessness and Loneliness'. I am actually on the path to do this meditation for 120 days (from the yogic scriptures, 40 days to change a habit, 90 to confirm the new habit, 120 to become the new habit, and 1000 days to master the habit). This meditation has literally rewired my brain and has begun to integrate my subconscious and conscious minds, but more on that in another post.
I also attribute a new manifesting energy, and the clarity of actions and strategies to achieve my goals, of overcoming inertia to also embarking on a 40 day practice of the Kundalini yoga kriya called 'Sex Energy Transformation' which began on March 12th, but also more on that later.
Thus, under these new conditions, it occurred to me early this morning to try the 'Mummy Food' recipe, given by the psychic, Edgar Cayce, during one of his trance states. He stated that the recipe for this simple cooked gruel consisting of chopped dates, figs, and cornmeal, came to him in a dream and was known to be a very spiritual food in ancient Egypt.
As my desire for corn is epic, even though it purportedly has very little nutritional content and is acid-forming and inflammatory in the body, I figured there must be something in it, perhaps in alchemical combination with other ingredients, that my higher self knows something about.
So a couple hours ago, I finally made it, and wow! I could tell from the first spoonful that there was something special about this combination, that it wasn't ordinary food. Upon eating a small bowl of it with some hemp milk, I felt an immediate uplift, a clearing of my nasal and bronchial passageways which are generally clogged to some degree, and a pressure at my third eye point. One could say this was a boost from the obviously high sugar content from the dried fruit, but this was definitely not a sugar high- there was no heart rate increase, head rush, and generally ill stomach feeling that accompanies a massive outrush of insulin into the bloodstream. This was an energetic uplift completely, and the direct result was the idea to begin this blog! Starting a blog was something I had thought about for years and had been encouraged to do, but again never did for some reason. Like I couldn't handle to do it, in the past.
That's all changed now.
So, my dear audience, I hope you enjoy the beginning of my sharing of my life-long spiritual path, and maybe with Guru's grace, it helps to shed light on your own. Thank you for reading.
Please see the 'Mummy Food' recipe from the book, Edgar Cayce on Diet and Health, below.
Go ahead and try it! :)
